sorry for sorry

i am a mess
i cannot tell you this

i hope you find me attractive
as opposed to
desperate and plaintive

i wish you were here
but then i would fear

i'd push you away
i'd tell you not to stay

i'd make up some excuse
then string up my noose

and hang myself again


one soulful negro. said...

you know that you and i are like >here< with this piece.


Jamilah Malika said...

you have the best internet lingo. eye to eye - i get it, but what's *smh*?

glad you be staying up on my blog for real...